Nostalgia

This may seem odd, but I'm going to use this post to keep track of my favorite texts that people have sent me. Therefore, it will be edited rather frequently. Some may seem conceited, some pointless, some ridiculous. But they all mean something to me, and I need a place to keep track of them so I can delete them off of my phone. Also, they're just in order of when I got them, not how much I like them. Just an FYI. So here goes.

Nathan A., January 16, 2:56pm
"Cute & pretty. I think 45% sexy maybe. I need to take more notes ;] Hahahahahah I love you"

Justin Harrison, January 25, 6:41pm
"Uh hey what are you up to?"

Justin Harrison, January 25, 7:54pm
"And why is that a problem? =P"

Angee Bartholomew, January 26, 11:08pm
"Breathe. I love you. Goodnight."

Jake Hoffman, January 27, 12:04am
"Don't take this the wrong way but if there's one thing in life I know, it's girls. So believe me when I say you my friend, are a great person. Now try to get some rest. I've seen your smile and I know you will get through this. Sleep well. Goodnight Eva."

Justin Harrison, February 8, 4:11pm
"No not at all. I thought you looked very nice. And not like a boy."

Justin Harrison, February 9, 10:00am
"No they didn't suck at all they were very good. I really liked the feather. You should draw in New Mexico. Are you still in Minneapolis?"

Justin Harrison, February 9, 3:33pm
"Ahhaahha good good have fun Eva, you deserve it."

Justin Harrison, February 9, 3:42pm
"I bet. That would be awesome. Hahah go turn off your phone or something just go HAVE FUN DON'T STRESS don't worry about me or anyone here."

Justin Harrison, February 9, 3:48pm
"Hahah promise. I just want you to let go and enjoy yourself. Not let go as in not care but just give Souderton a rain check and loose yourself."

Justin Harrison, February 9, 3:58pm
"And you told me you weren't going to meet someone ;]"

Justin Harrison, February 9, 4:00pm
"Shut the hell up you are so attractive. And you get more and more attractive every time I see you. Don't even."

Justin Harrison, February 9, 4:05pm
*In response to attractive not being the same as gorgeous and beautiful*
"In your case, it is."

Justin Harrison, February 9, 4:09pm
"You'll know. They will talk to you first most likely...maybe not but they will give you that look...and you know you better damn well give him a cautious cute little "hi..."

Justin Harrison, February 9, 7:35pm
"Haha. Nice cute! Nice sweatshirt too =P"

Justin Harrison, February 10, 11:43am
"Honestly, I would rather you not leave...but I want you to do what you want to do regardless of how others feel"

Justin Harrison, February 10, 12:11pm
"Geeze it's snowing that's so weird. You are Eva why would I want you to leave?"

Brittney Pendrick, February 11, 5:29pm
"I was on Sarah's bus and the driver called back to him "Mr. Blue? Brandon? Brendon? WHatever!" and he came up to the front next to where me and Sarah were sitting and he was talking to the driver cause I guess he left his backpack up there? And I heard his voice and I had been talking to Sarah as he cam up and I guess I blanked out and stopped being coherent because Sarah was like "What? What did you just say?" Haha."

Brittney Pendrick, February 11, 8:05pm
"I'M GETTING A CAT"

Angee Bartholomew, February 11, 8:44pm
"FWD: I'm so excited you might come to see Sweeney! :] And EVA. I already love her. Haha. [From Jamison. Wow, that's surprising...hah."

Justin Harrison, February 12, 11:25am
"Hel.o. Eve.aahhh.
How.are.things.in.Eve.ahh.town?"

Brittney Pendrick, February 13, 7:31pm
"Listen to I Love You by Kimya Dawson. Lyrics. Never ever hurt yourself for this. Or anything."

Brittney Pendrick, February 13, 7:34pm
"I love you too, and I don't tell you enough."

Amanda Hallowell, February 14th, 9:15am
"Happy Valentines day, bitch!"

Justin Harrison, February 15, 11:30am
"Eva looks like a monkey!"

Justin Harrison, February 15, 6:20pm
"Hey tell you what me Ben and Sappy are gonna be alone later. I'll have my care, can we stop by? In like an hour and a half...?"

Sarah Santo, February 16, 6:55pm
"Ah Eva. You really are the best fucking friend I've ever had."

Mikey D., February 22, 5:44pm
"Evaaaa"

Mikey D., February 22, 7:40pm
"Nooo, I like you. I think it's kinda strange but cool at the same time how we ended up being friends now after not talking for so long."

Mikey D., February 22, 7:47pm
"Haha I suppose I can't blame you. It's nice though. I'm open with you and it's easy for me to talk to you which is something that I can't really say for many people before I've known them for a long time."

Mikey D., February 22, 9:13pm
"It's nice to listen to. Your voice is amazing haha. And I could be watching them, want me to?"

Justin Harrison, February 23, 12:02am
"My bed smells like us."

Justin Harrison, February 23, 9:17am
"No I don't hate you! Sorry i can't be late to this class anymore I'm sorry! I'll hug you after this where are you going? I DON'T HATE YOU AT ALL =D"

Mikey D., February 23, 5:22pm
"Yeah I'll bring it. And I wasn't really saying much. You were saying how you were getting a little tired and you put your contacts in. I said I like when you wear your glasses :)"

Mikey D., February 24, 2:58am
"I always have. I think you have one of the nicest and most contagious smiles in the world. I love your style. You're unique, and that draws me to you. I don't know, I just feel like I always want to be closer to you. I probably sound like a huge creep right now so I'll stop."

Mikey D., February 24, 3:11am
"I could have tried but I would've been falling all over all my words. I'm good with words, not so much with speaking :)"

Mikey D., February 24, 3:36am
"Wellll. There's lots of things. You're a really engaging person, if that makes sense. I like your eyes too and when you smile it makes me feel good haha :) You're someone I've really identified with even though we've really just started talking and I really like that."

Mikey D., February 24, 11:32pm
"Because you're so interesting to me. I want to be close enough that you can trust me with everything, especially since you talk about how hard it is for you to be completely open/comfortable with people."

Mikey D., February 26, 12:02am
"You're amazing at singing. Don't ever think otherwise :)"

Mikey D., February 26, 1:00am
"Yeah that's ridiculous. And you look really good the way you are, trust me."

Justin Harrison, February 26, 6:56pm
"I don't want him to take my place. I just want him to be what he wants. I don't want him to take my place."

Mikey D., February 26, 11:39pm
"I don't think you realize that I don't do this for everybody. If I genuinely care about someone I'll make an effort to help them. I don't think there's anything that you could say that would make me decide that you're not worthy of my time or that I don't want to be a part of anything with you. I understand why you'd be cautious and everything, I guess I just want you to know that I'm here to listen to whatever you have to say, you don't need to worry.If you're not comfortable with that then that's ok too, it's just I know how bad letting stuff bottle up is."

Mikey D., February 27, 12:13 am
"Want me to be perfectly honest?"

Mikey D., February 27, 12:19am
"When it comes to you, I never know what to think. I feel like I developed feelings for you really quickly and part of me wants to pursue that, but at the same time I know it's not fair to you. I don't want to get you wrapped up with all my problems with Christyna the same way it happened with Justin and Sarah. When we were hanging out today part of me just wants to try and kiss you or something and the other part is telling me to leave because I don't want to sit there knowingly leading you on when I'll always have that thing for Christyna in the back of my head. I think thats why I get really uncomfortable. That's a lot and you probably think I'm crazy, but there you go."

Mikey D., February 27, 12:31am
"Parts of it. Would you be able to tell me? And Eva, I don't want to do anything that's going to hurt you."

Mikey D., February 28, 5:03am
"Wow."

Mikey D., March 1, 10:23am
"I'm pretty sure if I ever get a car we'll hang out a lot and you'll get sick of me being around so much."

Mikey D., March 1, 4:13pm
"Right now whether we'll have school tomorrow or not. I want to be able to sleep in tomorrow since I didn't go to bed yet haha. And every so often I start thinking about you and everything :). What are you thinking about?"

Mikey D., March 1, 5:55pm
":( And it's not because it's annoying, I just don't like knowing you're upset. Text me when you get off work, I'll most likely be up."

Mikey D., March 2, 12:10am
"Haha I'm not really sure. I think if you were here I'd want to stay awake."

Brittney Pendrick, March 4, 8:36pm
"Eva, I'm sorry. When you asked me earlier what she said about you, I remembered that she said that but I wanted to shield you from it. :/ You don't deserve to be treated like that by her, ergh."

Mikey D., March 9, 2:21pm
"Why thank you. I'm pretty sure I love your scarf or whatever you want to call it more than anything."

Nathan Allebach, March 13, 8:40pm
"I LIVE for your hugs."

Mikey D., March 28, 11:31pm
"No I don't. Trust me. I eat lunch with you, text you while I'm home, an text you at night. Most people I just text at night."

Mikey D., March 29, 11:31pm
"Haha no I don't. I like you right now."

Mikey D., March 29, 11:48pm
"Most, if not all, of those people probably love you back Eva."

Mikey D., March 29, 11:52pm
"I do love you. And I've known you for no time at all compared to those people."

Mikey D., March 30, 11:49pm
"I think you have on of the most gorgeous faces of any girl I've ever laid eyes on and I really just want to touch you almost all the time."

Mikey D., March 30, 11:54pm
"Everywhere!"

Angee Bartholomew, April 2, 9:35pm
"I LOVE YOU"

Justin Harrison, April 4, 11:59am
[In response to a covered in mud comment]
"...it sucks because you are right."

Justin Harrison, April 4, 4:43pm
"Smile =D"

Justin Harrison, April 4, 5:56pm
"Hey can I pick you up?"

Justin Harrison, April 4, 7:10pm
"I'm picking you up from work."

Justin Harrison, April 5, 1:19pm
"Gross. No. I act like that with only you. Trust me."

Justin Harrison, April 9, 10:59pm
"I know =D I wish you were here =C"

Justin Harrison, April 12, 2:12pm
"Eva. Yes. Heavens to betsy woman."

Justin Harrison, April 12, 5:09pm
"Please please don't worry."

Justin Harrison, April 12, 5:13pm
"You never planned on having a boyfriend let alone being as comfortable with someone as you have become. You are ridiculously independent. You just have strong feelings for me... you have a job. You do what you want. You listen to what others say. You are very independent."

Jamie Derr, May 4, 6:23pm
"Hey I know we don't talk anymore, but I wanted to say you look gorgeous in your prom pics :]"

Megan Rankel, May 5, 6:28am
"HAPPY BIRTHDAY LOVE! Here is love <3"

Justin Harrison, May 5, 7:00am
"Happy Birthday"

Bianca Cavacini, May 5, 7:33am
"Happy Birthday! :]"

Kelsey Thomas, May 5, 8:00am
"Happy Birthday!"

Madre, May 5, 8:04am
"Good morning birthday girl! I love you!"

Amanda Hallowell, May 5, 2:57pm<
"HAPPY BIRTHDAY AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!"

Julie To, May 5, 3:31pm
"HAPPY BIRTHDAY! :]"

Logan Sutherland, May 5, 6:51pm
"Haha rock it! Happy Birthday have a great time!"<

Ben Alessi, May 5, 8:19pm
"I just got outta the shower haha I was just making sure you're having a good bday :]"

Courtney Falbo, May 5, 10:11pm
"Happy bday! Congrats on no longer having an M! Haha"

Justin Harrison, May 6, 8:07am
"I'm so flattered! Eva you make the sun shine in."

Angee Bartholomew, August 31, 9:53am
"I am standing outside my first class drinking Starbucks and using not to freak out."

Emily Fredrick, September 1, 1:01am
"Evabutter and jelly! Are you home okay?"

Josh Washam, September 6, 9:29pm
"Fuck [name]. Why do you listen to anything he says? It's fucking bullshit. Figures the truth comes out the day I leave."

Josh Washam, September 11, 12:18am
"Eva. I do care. That's why I keep asking you."